2009 < 2010

Two thousand nine is finally coming to an end. And, I can't even lie i'm pretty damn happy it is. Mostdef it wasn't one of the best years for me. But, i somehow pulled through dealing with it. I can honestly say i'm ready to start off fresh, and begin a new year with wiser choices and decisions. Which, brings my New Years resolution to mind.. I want to change my attitude for the better, as in caring for peoples feelings and re-thinking what I say, before I say it. I know people are probably gonna be doubting me, but I'll prove them wrong.. Still waitin till 0'10. So, when the day comes I say let's draaaank and celebrate to a new year! Who's with me? Haaaay (;

MIA

I've been laggin it for awhile now. I'm rarely keeping in touch with anyone anymore, but life's been busy. I need to get back at it..

It's clear to me now.

We were never anything, and we'll never be anything.. And, after all this time i've wasted on you, made me realize I deserved better. And, that I can't keep looking back into my life, trying to analyze and fix things from the past. It's too late.. But, it's not too late to turn around and look forward to the finer things that I have waiting on me. My minds set..

Going away kickback

My sister Alicia's leaving me for two long weeks all alone, over winter break. Partner in crime will be in Washington. Hella far though right!? So, all the girls decided to have once last kickback before she leaves us. It started off hella chill, just fucking around in "the streets of A.C." got some ice cream and we were choppin it up at Due's house with Josh. Then later it was all bad... Bottles were getting popped and we were ready to enjoy our goodtime ;) Man, oh man the things i get myself into.. Well, shit i had fun. I'll miss my sister though! Hope she has a safe trip, and takes care Till' next year, it's gonna be another crackin year to celebrate with my girls and fambeezy. holllllla!

Finals

School's been a drag lately. Been studying as much as i can, making up all homework that i've missed, on top of it Finals is right around the corner. I shouldn't be the one to complain though, because I knew exactly when it was coming. Procastination always gets me. Just trying to get back on track, ang get my priorities straight. Hopefully I score at least B average on all my tests. Till the day comes, I'm going to be one busy girl.

Attached

I don't understand why I still care about you. Even after days, weeks, and months not talking to you. I feel like we left eachother without a goodbye, a hello, without anything.. That is why I didn't know how to deal with what had happened at the time, and I still don't. Because if I did, I wouldn't be so stuck on you. I just wish somebody understood the way I'm feeling. But, truth is you wouldn't get it. Not even myself understands. I guess all i'm trying to say is, i miss you.. and yet, you have no idea..

Patience

If it's one thing that I grew up with, it would be patience. I know there's certain points in your life where you need to just stop waiting around on people, and keep it steady moving. But, I'm the girl who's always left aside and put to delay with whatever situation it is. I don't know if it's something you can call a flaw, but as i see it now, I don't want to be the person who just sticks around and anticipates for nothing that may never happen. I'm slowly learning when my times are right, with either being put on hold or to keep moving forward. Lesson's are being learned..

Basketball Game

Vintage High's basketball game was pretty coo. I didn't get to watch the Freshman team play though, but coach told me they won. whoot whoot!! Then, JR.Varsity, and Varsity won too. Our school is raw! My nigga, Justin was doing hella good on Varsity. Points, after points and he got hurt hella times too, but that didn't stop him. He's a beast. Overall, the basketball game was arright. I was with Tania, Alicia, Ariel, Rickey, Junior, Jerson, and alotta other people. So far, the season's going good. Keep it up guys.