See what happens?

When you speak before thinking, it get's your ass into positions like this. One simple statement got us to where we are now. In my opinion it shouldn't have even been taken this far, but if that's how you want it. I can't make you admit your wrongs. You're suppose to already know when to fix a situation but you chose it the hard way. Now look at us, ignoring eachother like we don't even know who we are. But to be honest, I don't even give a fuck anymore if you say sorry at this point cause I know you wouldn't mean it anyways. So fuckit. Let me know wsup when you finally realize whatta dumbass you're making yourself look like.

Don't give up

Even though you've been hurt with your past relationships/ex-factors, it doesn't mean your next one will hurt you as well. So, I don't see why boys/girls suddenly loose interest in being faithful because of a past experience? Best answer I came up with was because they're scared that they're gonna get hurt all over again. But, I honestly don't think you should giveup because of one person. That one person may have had a huge impact on you, but why let it reflect your next? It's not their fault what happened to you. All i'm saying is you shouldn't give up on trying to love somebody new, because of your past. And I understand it's hard to start all over again, but if you think about it you're hurting those just as bad as you got hurt. So, give it one more try. Chances are your next may be exactly what you need to heal. But, in the end it's on you, if you want to give love another chance.

Your thoughts

When I hear peoples negative thoughts about me, I act as if I don't care. But if you really knew me, you'd know I take it to heart and try my best to work on it. Although, you may not see me making changes at a fast pase is because, I don't want people to assume I'm suddenly changing for them. I'm changing because I WANT TO, and If someone points it out before I realize it then I'll eventually know what to work on. But, statements like: "You're not cute enough to date him" "Her body aint coca cola shaped" Those typa statements do bring me down but they're not what I focus on. I take the "She has an attitude problem" to heart. So that's when I know I needa check myself. But, if you don't wanna accept my flaws, It is what it is. My mom always told me, not everyone was gonna love me.

Truth

My emotions are starting to finally catch up on me. To an extent where all I can do is let my tears flow down my face. And I ask myself, What's the point in discussing my problems with someone? When all I would feel like, I was doing is complaining. So, I learn the hard way and stick to dealing with my problems by myself. But, I guess my stubborness made me realize sometimes yourself can't handle all the pain and hurt that you've been building up for so long. At this very moment I don't know how I'm gonna begin to handle myself, but what I do know is that I'll get through this. I always manage to, so what's gonna stop me now.

Just a thought

I don't see why people would live their lives keeping feelings bottled up? though I'm being hypocritical.. Because, I tend to do it too. Like never getting the chance to tell someone how you feel. I guess it's the rejection or reply that chickens people out. We all have this second thought that appears to our brain about "What if's" So, eventually our feelings never get known. I'm just trying to say weather whatever the response is to what you told someone shouldn't even matter. Because by the end of the day, you said what you had to say. You can't say you didn't try, right? So, speak up. You never know your out come.

Accepting it

At this moment I have no idea if it’s for a good or bad cause, but I guess it’s true when people say you realize who your real friends are in highschool. It doesn’t bug me much that it happened cause I was prepared for the worst but I can’t argue I didn’t expect it to happen so quick. We’re like complete strangers, I feel better when we don’t talk that when we do. Everything just feels different. But, I’m not gonna be the one to sit around and cry about it because I tried and that’s all that matters to me. I did my part, and you failed at yours. But, it is what it s. People will dip in and out of your life but ya gotta keep doing you, and move on.