Sunday, November 29, 2009

Straight to the point.

I hate how you always come back around, just as soon as i'm getting my shit together. I can't keep having you come back to me. Either stick with me, or let me go. I've lost you once, I think I can do it again. No more games, no more wasting my time, no more "i love you's", And no more cupcaking on the low. Because I believe if you really wanted to be with me, you already would be. So, I just wanna say.. It's time you realize, i won you in your own game. GAMEOVER.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Gabriel Lapid

For as long as we've been bestfriends, never would i want a small arguement to interfere with our friendship. I'm sorry for all the unnecessary pitty drama, that i put you through. But, it goes to show you love me enough to put up with my crap. And, for that i'm one lucky girl to have you. I couldn't ask for a better bestfriend. I know you may not hear this often, as a matter of fact you never hear this.. but i appreciate everything you do for me. It means alot. Even though we sometimes piss eachother off, by the end of the day your still my main interest. i love you alot bestfriend, and i mean it..

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Smerkish

I strongly dislike when one person follows another person when they're mad at me. Real talk, you are one person. No need for trying to be another. I never did anything to you, and your going to act hella different outta no where. Just cause i'm in a arguement with your friend, doesn't mean you gotta be an asshole to me too. It's whatever, just stick to your own decisions . Be a leader, not a follower.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Lost

Crazy how once i think everythings going so right, something always comes up. I just don't understand why you get mad over the dumbest reasons. Every arguement we have aren't even worth them. And, yet they always build up to something that i never expect to happen. Ahh, fuck it. I'll try when the time is right, right now is not the time because your just ignoring me..

Monday, November 16, 2009

Hurt

After all this time that i've known you, I have never seen you the way you are now. I don't know what has gotten into you, You're not the same person you used to be. It hurts me to see you as a complete different person. I'm so fed up with everything, I can't take this anymore.. Day after day, all you have in mind is bringing me down. How dare you fucking call me the most disgusting word. It never fails to come out of your mouth about me. If that's your point of view on your own fucking sister, then you must have no idea who i am anymore, and i definetly don't who you've become. Untill then, All i ask is please treat me as if i'm ay least a fucking human being not your doormat...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Cotto V.S. Pacquiao

Boxing match, was intense. Cotto throwing good punches hear and there in the beginning then Pacquiao uses his skill in getting Cotto tired so he can take flight on him with all the energy he still has. So, in the end Pacquiao won. But, the fight was worth watching. I enjoyed seeing it with the fambam and Alicia. Can't wait to watch Mayweather V.S. Pacquiao soon !!

Friday, November 13, 2009

VHS Big Game.

Was on point ! hella crackin. I never knew how much football could entertain me. I hella changed my thoughts on the sport. It was so intense, especially when the score was tied and you have 1:11 secs. left of the game and your freezing your ass off but at the moment you don't even give a damn, nd' all you care about is if we're gon' win! In the end JR. Varsity won ! whoot whoot!! Then Varsity, was down by a touchdown, brought the score back up. But, sadly they lost. 'Sall good thou! There's always next year. Indeed i will always remember my first big game. What a coo, relaxing, chillass time.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

"Live above the influence"

Oh stfu, if you don't like it then so b. it. You don't always have to talk about it. It's your opinion and i clearly don't care about it or else i would have stopped by now. Don't you think ? Don't take it personal but please just leave it alone already, i live my life having fun and hate to say this but yeah, apart of it does include being "under the influence" Sorry, if you don't like it. I do respect your opinion and by that i won't do it around you. But don't think just cause you tell me not to, I'm gonna stop. Real talk, Live a little!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Enough is enough.

You know how everyone has their last draw? Yeah, i'm pretty much at my last one. I'm so fucking tired of you always putting me down and expecting me to act like you never did me any wrong. I hate being up front with people acting like we love eachother at school, but once we get home it's always a whole different story. You have no idea how much overly stress you've caused me lately. All i have to say is FUCKYOU and i don't wanna talk to your heartless, selfish ass, untill i get the attitude i deserve from you. And, what get's me the most is that we're suppose to be blood, but you treat me as if i'm dirt. Kills me even more that i have to see you every damn day of my life.

P.S. I'm finally acceppting the fact that you love your girl, more than you love me.. thanks, mean's alot.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Over you.

Sure as hell did take me some time to feel this way. But, i'm glad it's done and over with. You don't cross my mind as much as you used to. I don't let your lame talk get to me anymore. & You are no longer my priority, especially when i was just your option. Yeah, we can be friends but let's get this straight ; friends don't flirt with eachother. So please get off the habbit. Friends and only friends. nothing more, nothing less.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween.

you were one fun ass day. well, from what i remember. haaaah ! goodshit.