Advice

Which do you follow? The mind or the heart? Don’t force your heart if it has feelings for someone, but don’t forget to control your heart with your brain, they are the greatest enemies. Do you ever feel it when you are getting hurt by someone, but you still wanna be with them? thats what your heart is telling you, if you feel the way that makes you think ‘hey I deserve better, why would I wanna be with someone that hurts me” then thats your brain. So you have two choices, either to follow your heart or follow your brain. We have this human nature to follow our heart even if we get hurt. Our heart has a mind of its own.

Call me dumb, but this is how I feel.

I don’t ever want you to think that I see you as this boy who doesn’t care about girls feelings, cause if that’s how I felt, then why would I have taken a chance with you? I did because I saw behind your “player ways” I saw somebody who actually cared, and I knew you did because the way you’d make me feel, and how you’d say you loved me. Truth is, the people who would lable you, will never see what I saw in you. They didn’t even take the time to get to know you, so they’d just follow the crowds judgements. It’s obvious that they don’t know who YOU really are. & I feel like there never was an “us” because you weren’t ready for commitment. But, just because you weren’t ready for commitment doesn’t mean you didn’t care about me. I knew you did.. But, that’s how i see it. I guess this is why I have such a soft spot for you. Everything makes so much sense to me now.. Only I understand, That's all that matters.

Upcoming

I haven't updated this thing in awhile, but break has been fun, and lifes been bittersweet! School starts soon, and to be honest i'm glad it is, being home bored sucks plus i miss everyone, especially my bestfriend gabriel! I haven't seen that boy since break started. Long time, I know.. well, i'm gonna go take a nap!