Consequences

Lately I’ve been making some of the worst decisions I have ever made. Not because I want to but because I don’t think before I actually do something. And that’s when I eventually put myself in a position that get’s me into trouble. I may have recently made mistakes that I regret but that’s where I learn my lesson by the word consequences. Within everything that’s been going on, I now realize to think twice before doing anything that involves me with trouble. I also had to face other conflicts behind my mistakes such as loosing friends for being misunderstood. I lost them because of the way I’ve been presenting myself as a “bad influence” But all of this is just a big slap in the face to make me understand that my actions do not only affect myself, but also my surroundings. But I do believe that there’s a purpose to everything that I’ve done. And sooner or later I know all of this mess will be cleaned up. Untill then I just keep doing me, as you do you.